Friday, 17 January 2014

Possibly the worst day of my life.

So I just watched Julie & Julia and it reminded me to write a blog post. 
As you may know I went on a trip to my best friend's beach house, I was so excited to go, i had everything i needed packed - and a few things I didn't really need - basically I just couldn't wait for a break! 
The first 3 days were so fun, me and Rebecca met so many people that we gradually became friends with I suppose. There was the posse (a group of guys around our age who would ride around the camp site on their bikes - very lame but i must admit, the attention they gave us was flattering), then there was Adam (A friend of Rebecca's sister who seemed really nice... and had amazing abs - I mean what!?), We made names for all the cliques that we saw there, for example, 'Legs', 'The Droppers', 'The folks', and many more. And of course, last but not least, Quinn. Although I am almost certain this isn't his real name I'm going to call him by it anyway. 
Me and Rebecca met him at the wharf one evening while we were finding the courage to jump in (there were sting rays there so it wasn't easy). He came over with about 3 kids and basically he just looked perfect. He didn't look douchey like all the other guys at the camp, he was dressed casually and didn't mind to be seen with his younger sibblings. I would say it was love at first sight but I only started falling inlove with him after he started talking when I realised he was actually really funny. Me and Rebecca were swooning over him - which may sound like the typical problem of 2 friends liking the same guy, but we knew neither of us would ever really have a chance with him. So after jumping into the water with sting rays and grazing our knees on the wharf we went past the posse who talked vaguely about something to do with liking us and then went home to obsess over this amazing sex god who goes by the name of Quinn, we saw him many times after that, i would say by coincidence but I don't think walking by his tent purposely really counts.
Anyway i'm rambling WAY to much about this and losing sight of the point I was trying to make - Basically we were just having a really great time. But then the 4th day happened and I woke up to an immensely sick feeling in my stomach and had to run to the bathroom to puke. This went on for the next 12 hours until I couldn't take it anymore and my mother had to drive about an hour to come pick me up. We then drove back home while i vomited for the 4th time that day. 
Besides puking, the trip home wasn't too bad and after an hour I was back home in my bed - The beach house was great but there really isn't anything better than being reunited home in your own bed when your feeling sick. 
After about 15 minutes I had fallen into a deep sleep, thank god for that. 
Today hasn't been nearly as bad as yesterday, the only thing i'm suffering from is dizziness and a horrible case of missing Quinn...
Anyway I hope you found it enjoyable reading about my misfortunes, I guess I just felt the need to share about it although most of it was me talking about Quinn haha. Hope your all doing well,
Love always xxxxxxx

Monday, 13 January 2014

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday to the most wonderful, kind, outgoing, confident, gorgeous, hilarious, thoughtful, smart REBECCA! Love you so much and I can't wait to spend the week with you! xx

On a more serious note, i have realised my posts have been a bit slack lately so I'm going to try post very interesting things and more frequently, especially since school is starting in a very short amount of time :(

Saturday, 11 January 2014

Catching up

Before I start this I would like to say Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! This is my first post of 2014 and i'm so excited for what this year holds and I hope you are too!
Ok so I haven't written in awhile so i suppose I have a lot of catching up to do, plus i'm listening to a meaningful Bon Iver song at 9:36pm so i'm ready to talk about some deep stuff besides chatting to my guy friend about what swag guys do in his 'hood'.
Some things I've learnt in the time I haven't written.
People make such a big deal about sending bra pics, bras are basically just like bikinis so, yeah.
Gossip Girl has made me literally yearn for a perfect, rich life. Yes, like Blairs. Shes so fucking perfect.
All boys are the same, well atleast at this age. I'll elaborate. They all like to brag about how tough they are, how hard their past has been and how they want to 'get' with any 'hot' girl they see.
Truth or dare can be fun on the right terms
No matter how hard you try to deny your feelings, THEY WONT GO AWAY! As much as I hate to admit this it's true. And it sucks.
I've found out that there are actually people out there who I can meet and be friends with other than the people i'm stuck with at school. I've met some really cool people in the last week and i've had the best time!
Getting toxic people out of my life is one of the best things I've ever done
Sometimes you need to create space between people for the better of both of you even if it's hard.
Gee this is all pretty deep.
I feel like I am growing as a person literally every day. But I guess nothing is stopping me from being the same person I was 5 minutes ago.
Also, i read something on tumblr about someone who started relating to themselves as "the best fucking human being on earth" and how much it's made their life better. I know that's probably hard to understand because i've put it in a weird way but i think it's worth a try because you only get one life, so why not fall inlove with yourself in the midst of it all?
Love always xx